Another Day On

I want to say I love you
But I'm not certain any longer
Every day that passes
The hurt inside grows stronger

I know that I still miss you
But will that be sufficient
My head is in a mess
And I don't feel omniscient

The pain has started to numb
I don't yet know what happens next
I still don't understand it
And it's making me perplexed.

Did I do something wrong
Should I have seen it coming
Now all the time inside my head
It's sad songs I am humming.

I think I've said enough
There's nothing more to say
The mask is on, the smile is there
As I face another day.

Written October 2005

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